She had a restless sleep. The wish to feel her husband’s skin and hear her dog’s breath made it hard to find stillness. She had watched a movie – Julie & Julia – and felt somewhat inspired before lights out but when the lights did go out she felt a little homesick. She also had a pounding headache! The massage had moved things inside her and although her muscles were like jelly to touch, the release of tension was now causing pain.
Sleep did finally come but not until quite late so when her alarm sounded at 6am, again she turned it off and kept sleeping. It was nearly 9 before she jumped in the shower and made her way to breakfast – headache gone.
She was hungry today. She ate mushroom frittata, porridge and a plate of fruit. She was feeling anxious this morning too – but in a good way – because today was the day she had her astrology reading. Something she never thought she’d do, but having a deep connection to the stars and the moon she was eager to hear what they had to say for her.
At 11.30 she began the walk back to the Gaia Spa to meet her reader Gisela. Gisela was a short lady with long brown hair let loose and a German accent. The girl instantly felt at ease and so Gisela led her to the secret garden where the reading would be held. There were two parts to the reading, Gisela said. The first was about how the stars and planets aligned at her time of birth, the second part was how everything aligned now.
Within about three minutes, the girl was in shock. The lines drawn out before her on the chart and Gisela’s words all made sense. Down to the tee. This was her. This was her life. This explained so many things she held tucked away inside her. To go into too much detail would simply take too long and well, the girl didn’t necessarily want to share her findings with anyone. She had her answers, she knew what she had to do and she felt as though a weight had been lifted off her shoulders because finally, things made sense; why she was who she was and why she felt things she did. These charts, and this magnificent woman Gisela whom the girl hugged before she left, had brought her peace. The shimmering stars could not have been more accurate if they tried.
The walk back up the hill to her room didn’t feel so steep now. Her eyes were wide open and she knew they were bright as sunshine, sparling like diamonds. She pondered her reading over lunch letting the wind blow across her face. She could hardly eat she was so happy.
But it was not the end of her treatments for today. The stars had spoken to her, shared an insight into the inner workings of her mind and soul, now a Chinese Medicine consultation would teach her the workings of her physical being.
Cassandra made her feel right at home; in fact all the therapists at Gaia did that. She was led into the consultation room and sat down. Cassandra felt her pulse and examined her tongue – an odd feeling. She kept thinking lucky she brushed her teeth after lunch! It wasn’t much of a surprise when Cassandra told her she was flat. That’s exactly the way she had been feeling for quite some time. It was amazing what Cass could tell just from her pulse and tongue. She knew the girl had digestion issues, her adrenal glands were in overdrive, her liver was overworked and freaking out and her kidneys were in trouble. This is why the heart pain and anxiety was getting worse. The liver couldn’t take it anymore so he sent the problems up to the heart to fix. Then the heart freaked out. That was how Cass described it. ‘For someone so young, this is a concern because Chinese believe your kidneys are like a money bank. Your liver will withdraw money from there when he needs it to help him get through, but when all the money is gone… that’s it. When the kidneys are used up, you die,” Cass said.
It was strange how it all connected, the girl thought. The physical symptoms all matched up with the emotional ones, and without fixing the emotional, the physical couldn’t recuperate properly either.
Cass then gave the girl acupuncture; something that made her nervous. She wasn’t much for needles yet here she was spread out like Jesus on the bed with four needles in each foot/ankle, one in each shin, one in each wrist and one sticking out from her forehead like a unicorns horn. She felt tingling, a warmness in her stomach, heart fluttering and her left hand went completely dead. But at the end, the needles had done their job and the energy within her body had moved.
That afternoon she didn’t do much, just turned on the air con and jumped into bed, then sat out in the fresh air with a book, then took a bath. By dinner time she was feeling more awake and hungry.
It wasn’t her intention to sit by herself tonight. She was inspired to exchange treatment stories with the other guests but the communal table was empty! So she enjoyed prawns and avocado salsa, sword fish and raspberry mousse on her own then went back to her room after a quick salute to the setting sun and went to bed.
It had been a big day.